{parabéns p/ mim}

I couldn't be more wrong than now. The words went out so easily, that I shouldn't get offended, but i did.
Now i'm feeling so embarassed, small, sad with myself.
I'm always so scared and afraid of being left that I build walls between happiness, between us.
Even now that we're closer than ever, it feels like i just wanna disappear.
I'm so selfish, always tellin bullshits just because I know that he always makes me feel good and save.
I'm almost asking him sorry, the only thing that prevents me is the shame.
He's always so good for me, and i never saw how wrong i've been acting.
I hope I can fix it, I actually can..

aaaaaa >.<